it's a gift for you, my birthday boy!

I Love You
by Monita Tahalea

"Like a tears in the sand,
you put my life in your hand,
I know I will lost without you
Knowing that you are mine
It makes my life feels complete
Love will stay and find a way
Love will bright you through a day
I love you, you know it’s true
Loving you
Loving you
Loving you.."

First of all, I want to say how much I love you. Though you knew I never ever could explain my feeling for you.
In the middle of being a loser on your birthday, who can not say to you a happy birthday and see your smile wherever you are, I'm just sitting and writing here, thinking of you.
I'm the one who never let you feel lonesome when you ought to thankful for your life worthwhile.
If I could sing for you, so I would.
If I could stand by your side, so I would.
but now, I'm not.
I'm sorry for this, hope next time I've a chance, much and much time to spend with you.

the second song "Kisah Indah" from Monita Tahalea is dedicated for you too :)

"Seperti matahari, semasa menyinari
Kelam berlalu, terangi bahagia yang ku tunggu
Seperti kau di hati, selama ku menanti
Tak ada lagi, keraguan diri yang menguji

Walau hari, tak selalu indah berseri
Jangan berhenti kau yakinkan pasti cinta ini

Kau kan kembali membawa cahaya hidup ini
Walau dunia tak selalu indah surgawi
Jangan berhenti kau yakinkan pasti cinta ini

Walau tlah terpisah waktu, kau kan mampu kembali dalam pelukku
Senyummu, setiamu, jadikan kisah indah ku

Kau yang selalu ku tunggu
Jangan berhenti, kau yakinkan pasti cinta ini
Walau dunia tak selalu indah surgawi
Jangan berhenti kau yakinkan pasti cinta ini"

On the bus swift slowly, so live your life, take a chance, get your dreams.
Right here love and pray for you, as always :)
happy birthday for you.
my best gift for you has not delivered yet.
Just God save you. amiin.

*this night I become mellow, actually.